I just got of the phone with my sis from SLO. I want to cry, but no tears will come out. I want to run in my room and wake Jay up and be comforted, but that won't make everything better. I did sneak in and cuddle for a little bit and came out cuz I can't sleep.
My sis had a miscarriage. Her heart is broken! Lil baby Henry didn't make it last time and she was about 6 months along. This time my lil niece or nephew was here for 2 months. The hospital told her that 50% of women have them in the first trimester. My sister was super careful, but I guess it was just a short visit for my lil family member that is now if heaven.
It was cute I told my sister I could drive up and be with her for New Years and she said it was alright but minutes after we hung up she called me back and asked me to come up for the weekend and she said jokingly that she wouldn't mind if I stopped by Solvang (a little Dutch community) on the way up and pick up some danish. I just might!